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| 11:45pm 22/08/2003 |
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I dunno, I don't really know what to say. I guess I've been kind of a downer lately and a really huge bitch to alot of people that i really do honestly care about, and that really pisses me off. I dunno, nevermind I guess, I really don't feel like babbling about it now so yeah, oh well. I just don't know what to do about a lot of things right now and it's like "ahhhhhwahsjfhdjka ahababaoahfdsfjh aaahhhhh eeeeee" and even writing this out isn't helping me in sorting out anything that is going around in my head right now, I guess really all i can do is hope a few certain people read this and hopefully understand that i'm really truly sorry for anything i had done to hurt them and that i've made some mistakes in how i've handled myself in the recent past and that i'm trying to move forward and be the old me AKA "Nice Courtney" again. Yes for those of you i have been nothing but a bitch to, I do have a good side to me, it's just taking a while for me to un-bitch myself towards you. To anyone else please don't think I hate you, bc i really don't and i'm sure you all know who you are. And I'm so so so sooooo sorry for anything I've done to make you feel like shit. I have more to say but I don't exactly know how to say it so it makes me feel sort of stuck and trapped.
But i dunno, i guess i just want everyone to know that i'm really trying to change to better myself right now and i'm just not having an easy time with it. So please be patient and if i say anything mean to you or bitchy or stupid please please please know that i don't actually mean it and i honestly do care about all of you. |
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| 12:02am 16/08/2003 |
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...Maybe Someone Will Harpoon You!
Went up to Soak City and the beach today with Dnaielle. Good fun, minus the rain and almost getting killed in the wave pool but eh it happens. We actually had a day off of band, it was so nice!
Not much is happening around here lately. Same shit, different day. This trying to be overly positive shit is for the birds.
Amber is coming home from Chicago tomorrow. I talked to her a few times while she was there. She likes it which is cool.
I dunno, I'm pooped, we were only there for like 4 hours but the sun like DRAINS you of all energy that you could ever hope to have. So I'm gonna go nitey-nite now |
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| 01:33am 15/08/2003 |
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Don't remember what exactly these are from, but yeah, i pasted the codes into Word and then I'm putting them in here now, guess we'll all just have to see.
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed
What Sign of Affection Are You?
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You are a GHETTO BLING KING!!!! yo' homies are all
in the envy.... your name is officially DAWG
and you refrain from using actual english terms
and phrases such as "hello" or
"how are you" and instead have
replaced them with "YO' G...
watup???????" you be shakin' the turf
wich yo ghetto BOOTEEEEEE.....
$$$$$The BLING Quiz$$$$$
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You're Noozles!
The classic show about a girl named Sandy who gets
a special gift from her grandma that contained
two magical koalas named Blinky and Pinky.
Together they all travel to Koala-wala Land in
search of Sandy's long lost father.
*~*Which Classic Nickelodeon Show Are You?*~*
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| 01:01am 15/08/2003 |
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Well things are slowly getting better around here, minus the huge ass fight i had with my mother that lasted like 10 hours. My dad has basically gone through every stage there is to go through so now all that we have to do is go through everything day by day basically. We're just hoping we don't have to move (if at all) until after Christmas. I'm trying to keep my hopes up as much as possible, it's not easy but since my friends know what's going on they've been keeping me pretty occupied so it's all good. I'd rather be occupied than having to think of everything that's going to be going on.
I did some deep thinking while at band today..go figure. Anyways, it's not always easy to make the best of a hard situation, but it opens your eyes up to what's going on around you and allows you to fix the bigger problems that you have. I know it sounds so stupid and pathetic of me to whine about something like this, but it's not anything I'm used to, and I doubt I'll get used to it soon, so you may have to deal with my "bubba babble" until then.
So yeah I'm gonna get going now, bc I'm going to Soak City/Cedar Point tomorrow to go chill there and hang out up on the beach and stuff. So yup...lata |
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| 09:17am 13/08/2003 |
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I don't get it, I'm not quite sure I ever will, epecially with my family. Things were going GOOD, it was like a first, my mom and I hadn't faught in like a month and I was starting my senior year and everything was dandy...too dandy, I should have known something was about to happen. And well it did.
Needless to say the company that my dad works for has been hurting really badly since Bush came back in and even worse since 9-11. So yeah, the place my dad works is going to close within 18 months, most likely sooner, and since my dad doesn't have any type of high education, it looks like my family and i get to struggle. This really sucks. So then me and my mom got into a huge blow out fight. I think it started with me bringing food in the computer room and then it just went back to like 4 years ago and every ounce of shit in between. So basically after throwing knifes and potatoes..yet again, i only ended up with a couple brusies, two ripped shirts, and a lump the size of texas on my head. It happens, hopefully I'll be able to get a job soon now bc the last place I want to end up in a year is at LCCC and still living in the one place I hate more than the entire world itself.
So yeah, I can't really talk today, like voice wise, I kind of killed my voice yesterday fighting from Noon til about 9 at night. Yeah we're good at those all night brawl sessions, which end up with me and my mom being friends for a day and then me resenting her even more for being a stupid bitch and giving birth to me like I asked for it or something.
So yeah, at least she admits she's a horrible mother so i guess I feel a little justified for something, not quite sure what. I kind of wish that these fights didn't happen and I wish I actually had things to talk about with my parents, but they don't get where I'm coming from on anything. They see me as their "one and only" and then when i want to do ANYTHING the red flags start popping up all over the place and then since everything i want to ever do is against their "better judgement" they never want me to go when they do say "yes" to anything I want to do, it gets held up above my head. Hopefully, I'll still be able to go to the Drive-Thru tour, i'll be soo pissed if I don't. I don't really care if I have to sneak off to cleveland without their permission, i'm sick of having to wait 6 months on their approval for something 99% most 17 year olds are allowed to do. I know that i'm the only one they've got but damn it's really retarded. I don't have to go outside in Cleveland to get shot. Some guy with a gun could be at the stop sign at the corner of our street with a gun and shoot me when i go to the mail box. Bc according to my parents anything is posssible. Well that's "anything" so yeah, I'm not scared to go the mailbox, and I'm not scared to go downtown cleveland to the fucking Agora. Just bc there is bad shit in this world doesn't mean i have to stay in my room and hide from it all the time. Though I'm still convinced the two worst things in the world for me live in the same house as me. I dunno, you can't stop me from the world and you can't stop the world from happening to me. I just wish they weren't so damn over-protective of me all the time. |
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| 07:09pm 27/07/2003 |
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Woo hooey, I'm at my grandmas house right now for my grandpa's birthday party. Soooooo much fun i can't stand it. Our internet still isn't hooked up at home so since i have access here i figured i would update since i'm going through net withdrawl from lack of having it for 2 WHOLE days, i just don't know what to do with myself anymore :( Oh well, hopefully it will get hooked up soon that way we can be modern and have high speed internet! *it's about time too* Anyways, not much else to really say, i'm pretty much bored sitting here doing nothing. I think we're leaving soon. All i know is i'm happy bc now i can play the Sims and it doesn't take 8 years for 5 minutes to go by on that game...take that windows 95 i have XP now....*does cartwheel!* |
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| 09:21pm 23/07/2003 |
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It just might be longer than 900 pages! I swear to god Tagets application of wonder is made that long just to make you go crazy and get up out of your chair and walk away just to see who can actually hack it. Our Target is hiring so since my ass is still jobless and after tonights little shopping spree, i'm still poor.
Woo Hoo, just bc i'm bored I feel the need to fill everyone in on what i bought, not that anyone reeaally cares, but hmphy it's my journal *nanner nanner*(mature huh?)
Hmm starting at Waldens Books I got a book (gasps like really now, books stores that sell books no way!) I got this book called "The Power Of Birthdays, Stars, and Numbers" It's really cool, Amber recommended it to me yay for skappy*, it's got every single birthda day and all sorts of information on that day and what you're "supposed to" be like and what days all sorts of possible soulmates could be born on it. Most of the stuff that it says about me is pretty much true, so yeah. I also bought a Hogwarts Journal from there, it's pretty nifty esp. for the whooping bargin price of 4 dollars! I also got two book marks, one has a quote on it from good ole Edgar (Allen Poe) and the other one matches my old address book (purple with stars and the man in the moon thing)
I then wandered my way down to Kaufmans and got a new wallet, it's kind of like fashion-ish i guess, it's got a chick with black classes inside a coffee shop, it's got some beads on it and stuff.
Then I moved on down to Bath and Body works and got some bath foam stuff that looked especially amusing. It's scent is Warm Vanilla Sugar, i told my dad and he then promptly asked "what does it smell like?" kind of like the name doesn't give it away.
I think mosey on over *drove* to Target, got the 5th installment of Harry Potter, it's bigger than my bible i swear, but i wouldn't know, i've never opened it. I also got Amber an early birthday card bc i would forget by December and it was funny so i bought it. And in case anyone remotely cares, i got a new 25ft black phone cord for the phone in my room.
I then as mentioned filled out the 45 minute application of death and then got hounded by some kid on a bike to take some Coupons for Marco's Pizza, that shit is gross by the way.
Then stopped for ice cream at Danielle's store and then took the "long" way home down this really pretty back road that has this one house that has horses...it's more of a farmy type deal back there, i love it lol. Anyways yeah that was my day.
I woke up before noon, showered before 9pm, got out of the house, stayed away for over 2 hours, and bought some almost useful stuff. It weren't for the migrane that is threatening to make my head explode on my computer i'd say it's been a good day! |
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| 11:42pm 22/07/2003 |
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*singing*
I wish i was a little bit taller
I wish i had a girl who looked good, i would call her
I wish i had a rabbit in a hat *mummbles off in the distance*
Mkay, that was thrilling now wasn't it. Just got off the phone and had a somewhat enlightening convo for a change, esp. since I was talking to Kristen. It's amazing, miracles can happen. It was really weird. I went to go look up Kohl's department stores, and of course being the retard i am did not know how to spell Kohl's (Khols) and ended up getting a very interesting site popping up on my computer, better known as Hanky-Panky-College. Needless to say when that popped up and i wanted to look for clothes, they didn't have on ANY...whoops. Suddenly this got us into talking about shows on Nick. who would have thought that from Boobies you could start to talk about Eureka's Castle and Kablamm!
Those shows were great, Nick. has bascially turned to shit. As soon as they took off Doug and put on that god forsaken show Gulla Gulla Island and Allegra's Window, the shows just keep getting shitter, at least in my opinion but with the exception of Jimmy Neutron, bc yeah, it's a great show. I'd much rather have to sit through an entire season of Sex in the City or the Golden Girls *same plot, people who want to be hot shit and want to get laid* than watch "Face" and his dumb ass host TV throughout the entire summer. What the hell happend to Stick-Stickly? I mean, hell he may have been corny as shit, but at least we had the high quality entertainment that came from Rocko, which was on last Sunday by an act of a TV god. I don't want my children to grow up watching Bob the Builder, that's one scary ass show.
I dunno, now that i sit here typing and bitching, it makes me wonder if the programing they had when i was little has actually messed with my head or something and made me become as screwy as i am today. I must admit the dumb shows that we thought were soooooo great (Hey Dude, Salute Your Shorts, Wild and Crazy Kids, Saved by the Bell, Hang Time, Full House...etc) really were kind of fucked up. I'm just glad I grew up before the devil himself made his own TV show and chose to make himself appear as a giant purple dinosaur...i don't know about you, but that bitch would not be coming out of my imagination. Though I missed that, I was totally enamored with the Mighty Morphin Power Rangers and Lamb Chops Play Along. Maybe that's why there's so much wrong with me and our generation that our parents had to go and produce, ya know, i mean how many kids are on anti-depressants now a days? So basically i have some words of advice for all the people out there in Happy Hollywood.
Lay of the crack before you turn the next generation of children into Lizzie Mcguire spin off watchers. What could possibly be worse than that? Prolly Britney Spears little sister taking over the world, but yeah, that a whole different retarded pissed at the TV/Music industry entry that I'm sure will one day come after drinking way tooo much caffinee just like this one..
on a lighter note, i read book three of Harry Potter, only took me 12 hours, i'm so proud, yet so scared of myself at the same time now. Draco Malfoy is a sexy bitch ;) |
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| 04:36pm 18/07/2003 |
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I got my pics back today. I'm like soooooo in love with them. I keep looking at them like "damn that can't be me" they came out so much better than i ever imagine. I have to pick from like 21 pictures, but i think i've got them narrowed down to like 8. Which i guess is acceptable. I still need to get everyones opinion on them. I guess it's good that i got them today that way all my family and stuff can see them at the good old family birthday party. Tomorrow at 7, cake and ice cream, i don't care who comes but i need to be saved from my family and the evil cheek pinching grandmothers.
Saw one of my friends from school today when i went to get my pictures. My mom is like "he's cute, go out with him" and there's my mom, forever trying to hook me up with just about anyone that goes to Ehigh. It's sad really, i'm glad she has a good time with it bc i know i don't.
Oh well, anyways, I guess that's about it for today, nothing exciting ever really happens, so yeah i guess I'll just have to go and make something happen for a change, go and get arrested or something, that could be a new and exciting thing...hmmm... |
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| 11:18pm 16/07/2003 |
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summer is crap. that's all i have to say about it. went to cp with ali, sam, and heather. good times. hate the dj at the raptor but we won't get into that...stupid fuckers..they shouldn't play that song.
I got my senior pics taken. That was a pain in the ass. actually it wasn't too bad, until they tried to take pictures of me with our dogs. rodney decided to lay on the ground with all four in the air, and riggs was way toooo happy if you get my drift. I get my proofs back this friday...hopefully they will come out good. I guess i'm excited, i didn't look like me, i looked better than me...which is a good thing. It was weird.
I need to go shopping and get some new clothes. I'm glad my bday is this weekend, at least i'll have some spending money.
After spending 4 days staring longingly at the door it finally came, woo a new computer, you have to see the piece of shit that i have now to understand why i'm so excited about this. Though we'r getting rid of AOL *damn i'm not sad*, and we're getting DSL. So yeah.
Other than that, nothing good is ever going on, so yeah. Blah.
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I really hate summer break. So far I've pretty much accomplished a whole lot of nothing. Summer only needs to be three weeks long. That's all i need. I can't keep myself occupied any longer than that. I start to run out of things to talk to myself about. I still don't have a job and I've applied at like 20 other places...it sucks...
I had a "near death" experience...sort of...I went Rip Cording. It's like a cross between, bungee jumping, sky diving, and hang-gliding. It's like you fly like a giant swing typa thingie. It was really fuu, cept i couldn't wear my glasses so after we got about 100 ft in the air i pretty much lost site of everything, but i could tell the buildings were getting smaller and that we were up higher than a few of the roller coasters. We got it on video. I went with my cousin bc you can go up to three people at a time...he was screaming like a girl. It was special.
Hmmm lets see, I get my senior pictures taken next friday...that should be fun...
I cleaned my room, you can now look under the bed and see light on the other side, walk in my closet and put things in my desk drawers. I'm so proud. I also found my Giga Pet back from like jr high, so now i'm all dorky and i got batteries for it. It still works...it's quite...uh specail...yeah specail. H
Hmmm i guess not much else is going on now, I'm going to a baseball game next week...Yankees vs Indians...the idians are gonna lose, just bc they're from cleveland and they suck.
So anyways, yeah i'm gonna get going...not that i actually have anything else to do. Well, we are having a thingie here on Sunday for the 4th since my cousin has baseball touneys all weekend long...woo hoo a family gathering of all 9 of us! now that's excitement! |
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| 09:02pm 01/06/2003 |
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I wonder if he knows how special he really is...
Not much has been happening around here lately. I finally got my season pass for Cedar Point this year. I'm going on Tuesday so that should be fun, at least it gives me something to do for the summer, plus i got the water park added on too, not that i don't have a pool but water slides are fun compared to swimming laps by yourself.
My Parents went to Vegas and came back already. They left last Saturday morning and came back this past Thursday night. I stayed with my gma, well she came to our house. That was special. I think she is going crazy or something wrong is goin on in the noggin.
Had Music Appreciation Day, it royally sucked, cold and rainy and our band sounded like shit. Went to TRH the next day, talked to Brian a bit, that was fun he was like "you guys did really good!" "no we didn't" "uh well, it was cold and rainy" yeah yeah, we know we suck, it's okay.
This past week, I think it was Tuesday, Charles Grigsby * i think i spelled it right * came to our school. He was on American Idol, he made it to the top ten and junk so that was pretty cool. He lives like 5 minutes away from where I live, he's cool. I talked to him for like 2 hours or something like that. He sang for us and stuff too, it was neat, it was just a few of us in the room and stuff. I got my picture taken with him and stuff, he wore some like big pimpin hat with feathers it in...yeah.
So anways, I'm going in between here and watching "A Time to Kill" on TV. It's a really good movie, we had to watch it last year for school, i was gonna go out and buy it but i always find something better to get when I go shopping.
Speaking of shopping I got most of my stuff for my senior pictures yesterday. Found some really neat Vintage looking tops. I'm so proud of myself. It's like a cream colour with a black flower thingie that looks like a belt. I dunno it's kind of hard to explain. So I get my pictures taken like July 11th or 12th, I can't remember which. My mom is making me get a picture taken with our dogs...that should be special trying to get the dogs to cooperate, i hope they have sedatives there or something for them.
Anyways, not much else to say, so yeah, BOOYAH and junk like that...I'm out.
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| 11:19pm 15/05/2003 |
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okay, yes i've said it once, i'll gladly say it again. I'm an idiot. Flaming Idiot at that. This time though, I do believe I've actually gone and outdone myself. What makes people run into a classroom and get and take papers off a teachers desk of whom you do not know, and look down at the end of the school day amazed at what you've done, yet you're mystified at your own stupidity at the same time. Yes, I gave away 3 teacher evaluations, and got 40 people to sign a petition just so i could run for Senior Class Office. I don't know why, and the realization didn't hit me until AFTER not before but AFTER I turned in all of the papers and then ooo yeah then people *i don't know if they're serious, or if they are pitying me* are like "hey you prolly have a good chance" yeah that's just what i almost don't want to hear. Eh, I don't know really, who knows, I may get it, if i do hell who knows I may like it.
Sad news though, the guy that i thought was hot that had the pink hair...he dyed it black. The black pants, black shirt, black leather jacket kid from Orchestra *i don't play orchestra, ya couldn't pay me to* has a girlfriend. *oh if i could only play some emo type GUIT-ar i could prolly write me's a song, somehow I'm thinkin the flute and trombone ain't gonna cut it*
So hmm, trying to think of anything else of any non importance that i have to say....oh yeah, I'm still poor and have no job, i'm running out of places to apply, and I'm hating not being 18, and then i LOVE the "experience prefered" WELL EXCUSE THE LIVING HELL OUTTA ME, hmm how do you supposed I'm to get experience in the first place if all you want is experience, ya gotta get it from somewhere, and well, i need a job, I haven't had one yet, I'd like one, I really want a Season Pass for Cedar Point again, oh i really would, I'd also like the gas money and money to pay for a new car attena and the seat covers to go with my superman steering wheel cover, or at least my own materials to make my own, and floor mats, IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK? Obviously it is.
I don't know, I hate to admit this too, but dammit, American Idol....I've watched it all this season.....*i'm tellin ya..it was ALL my mom, it's HER fault!*
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Well, not much going on here lately. Haven't wrote in a while I noticed so i figured 'eh what the hey' and decided to write a little summin summin. I got my license last wednesday, yes i know it's about time, i had my temps for a year. I failed my test the first time so I had to retake it and I passed the second time around. Now my parents want to get me a cell phone..oh goodie an electronic leash for the over protective enough parents...yay for me.
I finally applied for a job because they're reopening the movie theather. I'd much rather spend my summer there than watching the terror triplets...even though they're not triplets.
got two letters from John, he's over in Kuwait now, he's attached the to the 101st airborn division. Hopefully he'll be back soonb. It really sucks that he's gone over there, but what can ya do but hope for the best.
I'm really bored, i feel like crap and i don't wanna go to bed because i just woke up from a nap so i'm gonna write out the the letters since they're kind of short. By the way, John is a teacher from my school, so yeah, he's a decent guy.
Letter One:
2/27/03
Just wanted to let you know I am still temporarily in the US haning out on the Kentucky-Tennessee borded at Fort Campell. I mean that literally. My barracks are spilt on the state line with my bunk being in Kentucky and the latrine is in Tennesse. It feels like Elyriab because it is either raining or snowing here everyday which makes us all love being in the Army right now.
We have recieved a heads up we are about 90% sure we are going to Kuwait (desert) sometime in the next few weeks. Rumor has it we are going to be attached to the 4th Infantry Division out of Fort Benning, Georgia but that is not for sure. The 101st Airborne Division is leaving tomorrow and we may catch a ride with them. There is also a rumor that we may go to Turkey is they decide we are allowed for the bargain basement price of 30 Billion. We have been issued Extreme Cold Weather Gear and desert uniforms, just in case. To someone somewhere it makes sense to issue an arid water unit, cold weather gear when they are going to the destert.
We are in the process of sending our equipment to the port so that it may be shipped to Kuwait. It is a good time loading a train at 2:00 AM, you do not know what you're missing. If sleep deprivation is your cup of tea, enlist!
So far this has been fairly easy besides the 13 (and counting) vaccination shots including the infamour Anthrax and Small Pox. Other than being a pin cushion (Ellen Andrews reference), we have had some intense training on defensive perimeter procedures, weapons qualifications, gas chambers, convoy procedures, and counter-insurgency operations to deal with suicide bombers and POWs. The most pessimistic thing done here was the will, DNA sample and dental x-ray for identification purposes.
Well guys I hope all is going well back there. I gotta crash early this evening. We are to be on the rifle range at 3:00 AM. Take care and I hope you see you guys REAL soon. Thanks to everyone for the support i recieved when i left.
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So have you ever cling wrapped a bus? Me either.
Anyways, I guess I haven't wrote in a while, because when it rains it pours and in the last few days i've gotten about 10 e-mails asking me for this name. I don't wanna go through this again.
Anyways, I've been busy, and not everything I do is journal worthy so I don't write in this all too often, but I guess there's a few thingies I can put in here since I wrote last. Except I'm just sick of my ghetto friends hating me for writing stuff in here about them. It's just like a regular journal, you piss me off, i'm gonna write about it, you make me laugh, i'm gonna write about it. My ghetto friends can write about me all they want to, it's a journal...that's what you do.
1. My marching band went to Disney World for New Years and we marched in the citrus bowl and down Main Street in Magic Kindgom. It was fun, Brian went *he chaperoned, the boy is 19 and graduated 2 years ago and just can't let Elyira go, there's something wrong with him*, Andy's girlfriend flew down with him *he flew and the majority of the band took buses*, his parents were not happy about that....Ice machines and elevators bark. Needless to say it was an interesting experience. There was also a camel in the citrus bowl parade that afterwards got hit by a speed ambulance and died.. it was sad.
2. Amber and James came up from Tenn to visit. That was pretty cool, minus the whole thing with well you know who.
3. We had winter formal Las Vegas style *which i did not attend*. Who needs to pay 20 to get your hair, over 100 for a dress and money on a ticket to hang out in the gym. Though I heard it was cool because they had actual slot machines and poker tables.
4. Scored Brian's number personally, and got STOOD up by the diry rotten ape of a man. *grrs* 7 digits not that many to press into a phone and say "hey you're nuts i want nothing to do with you." I would have prefered that compared to the cold shoulder.
5. Andy, oh andy, were do i begin...metal lockers are not soft. Since i don't think he really wants to tell anyone why he punched a metal locker....i'm not gonna say either, but it's not that embarrassing....it's just a sport...no need to take it out on METAL locker. They casted his hand so he could still hold a drum stick. *shock surprise i know* The child probably has a book of 101 ways to play the drums with Broken Arms, Hands, fingers, wrists and nubs. The child is special...
6. We went to Red Lobsters for dinner (where victor works) and of course he was indeed working. So my parents and Wayne and Nancy decided that meant it was free reign to embarass me so they started flirting (the way moms can only do) and tried to hook me up with him. It was bad. Needless to say, it took him a week to become unscared of me and talk to me again. That was a sad week lol.
7. Amber and James are coming up again to go to see the Good Charlotte/Less that Jake/New Found Glory concert. Yay for us.
8. Three months later I'm finally done with driving school, yes the stupid place called and i drove with an instructor this month so I should be getting my certificate soon and be able to take my drivers test. God it's such and long, shitty, drawn out process.
9. I read 2 books! One was called "For Better For Worse" it was hillariously funny and talked about sex on every other page, bascially about the modern day dating world with real comedy that everyone can understand. The other book i read "The Perks of Being a Wallflower" was great. I read it in two days. It's about growing up in highschool, thought it sounds boring it's really good and deals with real highschool stuff and it's not a ditzy ha ha version of highschool.
I guess that's it really. Not too boring, not tooo highly pee my pants exciting. |
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| 07:18pm 17/12/2002 |
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mood:  optimistic music: Simple Plan - My Christmas List
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Haven't wrote in a few days. Not much has happened. Andy and his g/f haven't broke up yet, but she wants to and he won't...eh, i give it another week or 2.
Then there is my ghettoly retarded friend who is sooo "in love" with this guy. She hardly talks to him but all she does is go on and on "i love him so much" "he's so sweet" "we're gonna get married" "he's just going out with this new girl to forget about me" and she's always like "oh baby i love you" and he says it too, only he's joking and then like he stopped talking to her and she's like "i gave him my heart and he broke it, i love him" it's like pathetic, it's like "what heart, you "love" him, and you're screwing your ex for kicks and you were almost pregnant and furthermore you and him never went out"
Okay, so i'll be the first to to admit, i've liked a guy i couldn't have, big mistake, wasted yeras of my time comparing every single guy to him because no one else was good enough and all of that. big mistake, but that was 3 years, she's only KNOWN him since September...
eh, whatever, i can't stand people like that. It just pisses me off and makes me want to slap him.
But i guess, i'm kind of in that same situation, only i'm not throwing myself at the guy i like, i'm pretty much to shy to even talk to him, and the fact that he lives down the street from me makes it worse, not better. And unless he's good at picking up and stuff, which most guys aren't, he has no idea that i like him. But I do have a decent chance or at least me and some other people think since well, yeah...it's alot to explain.
So yeah, i just had to vent about the nutcases around Ehigh, myself included. |
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| 09:19pm 13/12/2002 |
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mood:  indescribable music: the washing machine downstairs
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This sucks, another friday night spent wasting away in front of my computer typing to myself in my little diary. I dunno what to do with myself, everyone i know is grounded because we are all little shits when it comes to school work and not doing it, so no one can do jack, and then to top it off, no one is online, my parents aren't home, i don't have a licesne, and i can't fucking sit still. I think I'm gonna start ripping out my hair, as if it isn't falling out enough already. I can't think of anything to do that is actually worthy enough of my time right now, i'm having a hard time just typing this out right now because all i want to do is go and run 25875875897598 miles. (can ya tell that only the 2 5 8 7 and 9 work on my numbers?) this sucks, I think i'm just gonna go pull my eyes out with a butterknife or something because I'm gonna nuts!
Ya know for times like this LJ needs to make and emotion for a little bit of everything all in one...that would be one messed up thing but damn...it would help |
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| 11:03am 13/12/2002 |
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mood: bored
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I find myself again in my ghetto computer class trying to write in here, lets see if it works this time...hmm so far so good. I hate this class, it sucks big butt. Anyways I have nothing really to say, so i'm just gonna not write in here till i get home. Since we're all getting in trouble for doing things we're not supposed to. bye bye now |
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| 09:19pm 08/12/2002 |
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mood: chipper music: Guys and Dolls - Adelaide's Lament
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So anyways, i hope ya had fn reading all of that, i figured i would put them all into seperate things so i wouldn't confuse myself, but anyways, now I'm off to go and watch some good old TLC "while you were out" there's just something about that carpenter guy...i think it's the accent. |
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